Sonora.ID – Lagu 'All Too Well' milik Taylor Swift akhirnya dirilis kembali dalam versi lebih panjang yakni 10 menit. Taylor menggali lebih dalam ke kisah cintanya di masa lalu.
Meskipun Taylor Swift tidak pernah mengkonfirmasi secara resmi siapa sosok yang diceritakan dalam 'All Too Well', namun sepertinya para penggemar berspekulasi bahwa lagu itu mengisahkan kisahnya bersama Jake Gyllenhaal.
Lagu tersebut memang menyinggung faktor usia yang dijadikan alasan dalam perpisahannya dan bagaimana Taylor seharusnya berbahagia saat ia berusia 21 tahun.
Baca Juga: Lirik Lagu 'All Too Well (10 Minute Version) - Taylor Swift dan Terjemahannya
Yap, bagi kamu yang belum tahu, Taylor dan Jake memiliki perbedaan usia yang cukup jauh yakni 9 tahun.
Mereka berpacaran sejak Oktober hingga Desember 2010 dan putus tepat sebelum ulang tahun Taylor yang ke-21.
Sementara itu, video klip dari lagu ini dibuat menjadi sebuah short film yan dibintangi oleh Sadie Sink dan Dylan O'Brien yang menggambarkan lagu All Too Well.
Lantas, apa arti dan makna yang terkandung dalam lagu 'All Too Well (10 Minutes Version)' yang ditulis oleh Taylor? Berikut ini lirik dan penjelasannya.
Lirik dan penjelasan:
[Verse 1]
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
Lagu ini dibuka dengan Taylor yang merefleksikan kemballi bagaimana kisah cintanya itu dimulai dan bagaimana semuanya masih berjalan dengan baik.
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
'Causе there we arе again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
Di bagian pre-chorus, Taylor menceritakan bagaimana dirinya melewati berbagai emosi saat itu, ia juga mulai mengakui hubungannya sudah berakhir, kemudian Taylor merenungkan momen berharga yang pernah mereka bagikan bersama.
[Verse 2]
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You taught me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
And you were tossing me the car keys, "fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
'Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
Taylor menggunakan verse 2 ini untuk berbagi pengalamannya dengan keluarga mantannya dan kenangan menyenangkan yang biasa mereka lakukan bersama.
Ia menuduh mantan pasangannya itu tidak mau mengakui bahwa mereka sedang jatuh cinta dan mengungkapkan bahwa mantannya kembali setelah mereka berpisah, namun itu sudah terlambat.
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to
[Chorus]
'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
Taylor membagikan momen yang lebih pribadi dan mengungkapkan rasa sakit yang dia ingat setelah ia merasa seperti dirahasiakan.
[Bridge]
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
'Til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all
Taylor menyebutkan kemungkinan hal-hal yang bisa menyebabkan perpisahan mereka dan bagaimana perpisahan itu memengaruhi perasaannya.
[Verse 3]
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened, you
That's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
Di verse ketiga ini, Taylor mengungkapkan bahwa mantannya putus dengannya karena perbedaan usia ketika dia seharusnya bersenang-senang untuk ulang tahunnya yang ke-21.
[Chorus]
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
'Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
Taylor melihat kembali akan hidupnya setelah berpisah dan ia berbagai bagaimana dia mendambakan rasa normal dan dirinya yang dahulu.
[Verse 4]
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
'Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
Pada verse keempat, hal-hal menjadi sedikit lebih memanas.
Taylor menggunakan pepatah lama untuk bercanda tentang mantannya yang jauh lebih tua itu karena ternyata ia terus berkencan dengan wanita seusia Taylor setelah mereka putus.
[Outro]
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Saat dia semakin dekat ke akhir lagu, Taylor menemukan kepercayaan diri dan kepastian dalam apa yang dia ingat dan bagaimana perasaannya.
[Post-Chorus]
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well